I wish I could

Personally, I wish I had regular skill which enable me to send my drawings without hesitation(and the risk of destruction of relationship)
because everytime in my life when I send my drawing to someone,she showed me she felt so repulsive with a sneer
So I've already given up to be friends (not on dA's system) with something's fandoms
because I always fail first exam to make friends with something's fandoms on QC of drawings.